Top Me Maybe? (BFP: The Secrets Collection)

While I enjoyed the first-time-big-guy-bottoms and the characters seem to care a lot about each other, something didn't feel right for me.
Yes, it was hot!
Yes, there were this tender times between the MCs.
But somehow... I don't know. It felt awkward at times. Or what surposed to be heart-fluttery times felt slightly off for me.
So I'm beginning to wonder if Jay Northcote and I are just not completely compatible, since it was quite the same with Helping Hand.